| Thursday, May 14th, 2009 |
| 7:15 pm |
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| 11:36 am |
We're gonna make it right some day
I've decided that this is the best year of my life. It's been pretty epic and we're not even halfway through yet! Bring on the rest! I'm super stoked for it! I'm generally happy all the time and I've had so many awesome new experiences. It's definitely one that I'm going to remember! This whole positive outlook thing I've started doing has really changed me. I'm loving it! (McDonalds anyone?) I actually have some sort of self-esteem built up now and I'm not just faking smiles anymore. =D =D =D I've also realized that I use a lot of ! when I type. I guess I'm over the whole ... thing (although I still use it a lot) and have moved on to !'s. Oh, punctuation how I love you. lol <--- loser. I know I rarely use it correctly, but whatev's! You're the ones that have to put up with it. Not me! Also, I've been considering switching over to tumblr. Livejournal is so 10th grade. Oh, wow. I just remembered deadjournal! Remember how we all obsessed over those!? I don't even remember my user name for that. I'm kinda interested in finding it now and seeing how retarded I was back then.. Anyways, this may be one of my last real posts on here if I make the switch over. The last one will probably be a link for you guys so you can stalk my every move. It was good times livejournal! Keep in touch? Kthanks. Bye! <3 Current Music: Unfinished Buisness- Tgl |
| Sunday, May 10th, 2009 |
| 7:38 am |
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| Monday, May 4th, 2009 |
| 11:26 am |
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| Wednesday, April 29th, 2009 |
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| Tuesday, April 28th, 2009 |
| 9:13 am |
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| Thursday, April 23rd, 2009 |
| 11:19 am |
Bark..
I went to Bark Is The New Black yesterday! My mom was one of the designers in the show! If you don't know what it is I'll throw you into the chaotic world that I witnessed firsthand yesterday. Bark.. is FIT's first annual pet fashion show! There were about 20 designers, all students of the pet apparel course now offered here at school. Basically, my mom has been taking classes for this and is about to get her certificate. She designed a whole bunch of different outfits. 4 of which where out on the runway! There were 2 others that were out on display, plus a harness and a leash/collar set that was used for one of the dogs on the runway. Huge day for her! I was super proud. I know we haven't been getting along much lately but I'm still super proud. I helped her with some of the beaded stuff cause it was just so much work for her! It paid off though! She was interviewed by some TV station (she was so adrenaline rushed that she can't remember which one) here in the states and another one for New Zealand! Can you say international hit?! Zoe was one of the "models" to walk down the "dog"walk. (We can't tell them it's really a catwalk!)  Train ride home. She was so tired! The poor little diva! Current Music: MGMT- Time To Pretend |
| Sunday, April 19th, 2009 |
| 9:39 pm |
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| 7:08 pm |
I get down with my shoes on
I hate being sick. =( I haven't been this sick in a while. I'm ok with not being this sick again for a long time. You hear that body! I refuse to be sick again! Bitch I own you! You will listen to me! Do you see what being sick is doing to me? It's making me even more nutty then usual. And that's nutty! <insert perverted joke here> So I bought this amazing magnetic dry erase board at school on Tuesday. I got it for like $2. It's massive too! I'm kinda in love. I propped it up over my bed so that when I'm too lazy to get up and write something on my other tiny wanna be awesome dry erase board or pin something to my obnoxiously big corkboard I don't have to!  That's all the super important stuff in my life. My work schedule, sketches for class, a smiley faced sun, $ I owed the pizza guy at the mall (he let me go with lunch for free when I forgot my wallet at home. He's super nice.) and some random doodle of a guy with huge hair. That's my life lately since I barely get out of bed. Today was the first day I could stand up without feeling like I was going to pass out. =( I had work, which was fun as always. Then my mom picked me up and we picked up a treadmill from freecycle people. Guess who got to carry that... Sickie over here! Not fun. This is why my mother had a boy! He should be doing this crap! *cough* Anyway. I got to put it together too! Which means I got to use power tools! I love tools. I'm such a loser. Maybe this is why my mom says she has 2 boys.. I just finished watching Transformers for the first time ever. I must say it was kinda awesome. Could have done without all that sappy crap they always try to throw in for the girls. No one gives a shit. Just blow stuff up! Lets see, what else? Oh I missed hanging out with This Providence by ONE DAY. I'm so mad! Today is their day off and they're in the city. They posted on twitter to come hang out with them at central park. I so would have gone! =( Stupid weekend bus schedules. Ironically enough yesterday David asked where they should go for they day off and I said they should go hang out at central park since the weather is nice. Grrrrr. The one time someone actually listens to me and I can't even be part of it! Ok, I know it probably had nothing to do with me, but still! This post is too long. I'm waiting for my pedicure to dry so I can go get my sketchbook and work on homework. I'm kinda bored so I figured I'd update you guys on my oh-so-exciting life. You are now informed. You can move on with your awesome lives.
Oh and I'm going to Canada and Holland this summer! How could I forget to mention that? lol Yea I'm going sailing for like 4 days with my dad in Canada. I'll start practicing my eh's now. Holland is still uncertain but I really want to go so I figure if I say I'm going then it'll happen. It would only be for a week and we'd be staying with my dad's friends but whatever. It's Holland! One more country to check off of my list of countries to visit before I die. =) Current Music: KGB- I'm a player |
| Saturday, April 18th, 2009 |
| 5:36 pm |
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| 2:35 pm |
Best night of my life <3
Sorry it's taken so long. So much has been going on. There's a lot of pictures from the shows so I'm going to make this into 2 posts. One for Ludo and one for Keith Urban. This one will be from the The Morning light/ Sing It Loud/ This Providence/ Ludo show since I saw them first. Get ready for some ( awesomeness. ) Current Mood:  sickCurrent Music: Eric Hutchinson- Rock N' Roll |
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| Thursday, April 2nd, 2009 |
| 12:57 pm |
Tell me that you love me and it'll be alright
I went to the Verizon VIP Keith Urban concert last night. Big update coming soon with pictures from it. He was so cute! Normally when I see pictures of good looking people I just assume that there's makeup and stuff to make them look super pretty. Not in his case. He was so pretty and he has the cutest smile ever! It made my heart melt every time and he smiled a lot! I can listen to him talk forever. He's got such a hot accent. Anyway, I have to go now. This was supposed to be a one liner post but that never works for me. =P Expect some awesome pictures coming soon! Current Music: The Maine- I Must Be Dreaming <3 |
| Thursday, February 26th, 2009 |
| 7:27 pm |
That night I couldn't hold it in because I feel just right when you're standing next to me
Things that happened today: 1) Over slept. Crap. 2) Missed 2 buses into the city. Crapola. 3) Ordered the wrong coffee at Starbucks and spent $3 on a cup of crap. Crapolanda. 4) Almost took out my professor with a tennis ball. Seriously whoever thought it was a good idea to give me a racket and throw balls at me was not thinking things through. That makes 1 girl I've hit in the face and 1 professor I almost hit in the face. People need helmets around me. 5) Didn't go to my Findings class and went to a store that sells stones. Bought 3 gorgeous Dendrite Agate stones. They look like trees. So pretty. I'm going to make necklaces out of them. =) 6) Had a huge adventure with Marina while trying to find this place and on the way back. It was a lot of fun. I <3 adventures. 7) I come home and find that 3 of the 4 CD's I've ordered came today! So I've now got 2 The Morning Light CD's and Sing It Loud. All I'm waiting for is This Providence and I've completed the collection from the concert last week. Cause we all know I've already got all the Ludo ones. 8) I check myspace and find that Jimmy from Amber Blues responded to my comment and said he'd give me a free ticket and pay for a friend to come with me to another show by them as a thank you for always coming to their shows. How awesome is that?! 9) Today's Thursday so that means Thursday night dinner! Today started off shitty but turned out to be super awesome! =D Just wanted to rub that into your face a bit. lol Current Mood:  ecstaticCurrent Music: The Morning Light- You're Not Mine |
| Sunday, February 22nd, 2009 |
| 7:13 pm |
Its a beautiful sky, on a beautiful day, but only you can stretch a smile across my face
I just read a bunch of my old blog posts. Wow I'm depressing. I don't know how you guys put up with that. I'm happy to report that I'm not as emo anymore. I've decided I'm going to start looking at everything in a positive light and so far it's been working wonders. I'm starting to gain some of that, God what's it called..., self esteem? Why didn't I ever try this earlier? Yes, things are still hard and I'm really insecure but I don't focus on it as much anymore. Like everything with my mother for example, it bothers me that we haven't really spoken since before Christmas but I know I can't really do much to change how she sees me at this point. So whatever. Life's too short to be depressed all the time. Also, I know I don't have the perfect figure, but I could be so much worse. I'm happy with who I am. I think I have a pretty awesome personality. I have awesome friends who are always there for me, so clearly they think I'm a good enough person to stick around. I'm trying out this whole confidence thing that Maggie's always been telling me about and it's also working. Granted, I slip up from time to time, but hey, no ones perfect. Plus, it's only normal to have days when you're down. I'm just happy that it's not every day like it used to be. It's sad that it's taken me 21 years to get to this point. I wouldn't say I love myself yet but I'm getting there. I just wanted to let everyone know. =D Current Mood:  accomplishedCurrent Music: Sherwood- The Best In Me |
| 5:02 pm |
The words won't come out. My tongue twists in circles, keeps them trapped in my mouth.
So I kinda wrote a new poem today. It's crap, but when are they not? The last time I wrote one was September 14, 2007. Holy crap. That's about a year and 6 months ago. Anyway, it's in my usual style. I write about one thing but it's all hidden meanings and such so no one really knows what I'm talking about. And just to clear things up before anyone asks: no, it's not about a boy. So here goes nothing. (Still haven't come up with a title for it) [edit: title] Rock Stars Reach for the Stars. [/edit] There's a piano in the distance Slowly getting louder Notes chiming, Trying to make a statement. Find the words, Write a song. Then there's the melody. Guitars screaming Make them listen to me. Bang! Start the drums, Bring it all together. Sing the song, Words all sounding wrong. Guitar constantly playing louder Need to find a way To pull it all together. Because you're the guitar And I'm the piano.. Play me So I know you know I'm there. Current Mood:  nostalgicCurrent Music: The Morning Light- The Love |
| Wednesday, December 24th, 2008 |
| 2:01 pm |
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! Current Music: Framing Hanley- Hear Me Now |
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